new start perhaps?

was away.. got admitted into the ward again...

the difference of the first admission and the second admission was exactly two weeks different..

1st admission was 2 nights..

2nd admission took a little longer 5 nights..

and tat's it.. my college gave up..

they sent a letter to my sponsor to defer me..

was sorta pissed off with the way they have done it...

*not gonna elaborate much* watever is done is done...

so...

deferment??

hmmmm...

i have my plans up...

first... to see my newborn nephew.. expecting to see him in june....

second.. probably off to taiwan, hualien to volunteer in the hospital?

third.. back to malaysia....

fourth... to bali and jakarta?

fifth.. to hualien taiwan again....

will i be able to go to all this places and do all the things i wanna do?

and come back to strive for my dream to be a dedicated nurse...

look at the positive side of it... i can go for holiday!

which i am longing for...

havent been on such long holiday after since my a-level study days..

was studying all the way long with 1 week of sem break in each sem...

time for a break?

i hope so... will see how things go once i meet the academic board ppl coming week!

as for now??

off to bed and have a good sleep..

was tired due to excessive of tears flowing during the day... cause i was awaken by the news this morning when my dad called... uggghhh...

p/s : shall we keep japan in our prayer? and also the earth? for no more disaster.. and make this world a better place! :)

home till friday

i will be home from monday till coming friday...

no its not a holiday week or study week break...

its tat i need rest...

wasnt feeling quite well after the night shift...

*suspect coffee was the culprit*

visited my surgeon on friday evening...

had two days of rest... sat and sun.. but seems to be insufficient...

monday revisited again my surgeon and 2 choice - admit or take MC and rest at home-

and now i am back home..

the pain isnt going off..and i couldnt sleep last night.. tats what making me cranky now....

:(

i wanna sleep..... *Sob sob*

posting~ week 2

today marked my second week of posting

I am posted to the gynae ward..

wasn't sure with my schedule but i know i am in the a.m shift...

went to ward and was shocked to see the roster...

flipped flipped... from from to back.. and vice versa....

TADAAAAA....

no juniors... (sad sad sad)

again... TTAAAADDDAAAA....

no batchmates also....

which means i am all alone in the ward with 2 staff nurse , 1 hospital aide...

to serve...

12 post-operative patients.... *cursing million billion of time*

11 new admission * ssiigghh*

but something cheered me up today!

the ward sister ordered MCD breakfast for me.. *HOORRAAYY*

and i was happily working till 2pm...

and i am not happy with the hostel (my room) condition...

didnt went back to hostel for 2 weeks and i found tonnes of cockroaches and their eggs everywhere in the toilet...

i miss home.. i miss my clean nice smell toilet and my precious bed..

couldnt really sleep cause once i sleep on the bed.. i was scratching non stop...

but now I'm home!! on my comfy bed! yippeee!! :D

LOVE HOME!! :D

p/s : i have another 2more roommates..they are not bothered with the cleanliness of the room.. each time i clean up next 1-2 weeks..poof its back to square one...so why should i be bothered?